Randall's

went grocery shopping at Randall's today instead of HEB. I think I'm going to continue going to Randall's because it is closer to my apartment and its not THAT much more expensive. It is more expensive, but the workers actually smile at you, there aren't a bazillion people, the shelves are nice and neat, it is smaller, but it has everything I need.

Thankfully my church is going to start having services on Sunday at 11, instead of 4pm. It feels like most of my Sunday morning is just lulling around, doing nothing, it feels so weird going to church at 4pm. That was just a thought.

I'm just waiting right now, for something to happen. Its like when you watch those movies where the dude is stranded in the sea, and then he goes through a vicious storm. Once the storm passes, he either ends up stranded on an island, or he gets rescued. I just passed the vicious storm, but the question is, am I going to be stranded or rescued. Sorry for being so cryptic. Life is cryptic sometimes.

I'm not used to having guys probe in my life. It was a strange feeling. I think that is a necessary thing. Living independently is quite dangerous. People do bad things when they are left alone.

I've been reading a lot of verses lately. Honestly, I feel so constrained sometimes. It is so impossible. Especially when Paul lists a bunch of stuff that we shouldn't be, I pretty much just look at that list now and me like "yeah I lust, yeah I have anger, yeah I am not self controlled," etc. etc. Again, another reason I am just waiting to see if I am stranded or saved.

Life is like a box of chocolates. Sometimes you get the nasty ones with the pink crap on the inside.

I don't like having to block people on AIM and on Facebook. I don't. But I must admit, sometimes it is necessary.

God does answer prayers. It's pretty amazing. I was praying for a new church. God gave me a new church, an amazing church, with brothers and sisters that really keep my accountable. I asked God make me broken again, and guess what, he broke me in such a new way, that I'm sorta paralyzed right now. Yeah, God, just save me.

I'm doing good though. Really enjoying cooking. Taking a class through my church this friday. They are going to teach me the basics of cooking. Which will be awesome. I need to improve my knife skills for sure.

Going to start working soon. My schedule is pretty packed. 7:15-3:15 monday-friday. Hopefully I can make some money so I can go to Korea and shop a bit.

I feel like I can properly take care of kids. haha. Training taught me a lot, but most of it was common sense. Like, make sure that you have all of your kids before you leave for a fieldtrip. Or like, if two kids get in a fight, break it up and then call their parents, and file an incident report. Lols. Incident reports. Geez, working for the city has got that engraved into my head. If anything happens out of the ordinary, then you have to file an incident report. If Johnny eats a bug, incident report. If Kyle goes into the girls restroom, incident report. If Susie pushes little Billy, incident report. Little kids will be tiresome, but BRING IT.

Thankfully, I work the morning shift, so the kids aren't too hard to handle. Most of them don't get their till like 8:30 anyways, so from 7:30-9, I make sure that they play board games like good little kids. Then from 9-12 we either go to the pool, or we play different games and whatnot. Then we have lunch. Then we play more games. Then I go home. I don't have to hassle with checking the kids out or making sure that they are completely occupied for the whole day. Nice.

For those of you who care, I like blogger, because you can make more than one blog and then make the entire blog private. I don't have to click private on each post, I just make a blog, and then I can use it as a personal journal. I don't have to worry about accidentally pressing public, and then the whole world gets to see my inner thoughts. oooooo

well that was fun.